i just had a lovely conversation about light bondage and s&m with a friend of mine and i must have had some sort of brain click and i think machocism is now my new hobby because....

i just went and actually paid to see the new oliver stone movie.

yes, the 911 overhyped one with nick cage buried in rubble for most of it, moaning in the dark, while his provential wife vascillates between puppy-eyes weeping and stoicism.

i dont know if i cried because it was sad, or just fucking awful.

i think next time ill just stay home and whip myself some blisters.