Today I am Thirty! Thirty feels pretty damn good! It's only my first day, and already I feel much wiser.

Even as a kid, I always wondered where I would be when I was thirty. I am pretty pleased to find myself out here in Phoenix in a city out in the middle of a desert valley. I've been here since January, and in my short time I have made lots of new friends. Luster Kaboom and his wife Amber have been really awesome. They took me in for a few months and helped me adapt to life out here in the desert. I have met lots of other cool people as well.

I have lots of Polaroids from the last month or so. They can be found in my Killoggs gallery here for those who are curious.

I hope this finds you well!

Craig

So, considdering this is the fp, I will spare you the humorous details, but let's just say that a week ago I was hand dragged into an audition at the Warehouse (I was running a band load in, and had no interest). A week later and I just accepted an unknown roll in a trailer being filmed this weekend to raise funds for a movie about:

*Zombies

*In the civil war

Yes, I asked before I auditioned if alot of confederates get killed, and I was told they were the zombies people would be fighting. (And after a minute more discovered we all had the same politics)

So this weekend, I will not be hanging out, I will be either fighting, or legioning the undead...


THE SOUTH WILL DIE AGAIN!

(They are hopeing to gain enough funds to shoot the full length in Oct. Who knows, maybe I could bring the rough cut to movie night.)

The airy response to remarks on
the gasping heat and sinking sky
like a concrete slab is usually
"It used to be a swamp, you know"

as if that justifies all of us
blinking, swollen, sun-poisoned
emerging from our early graves
spit from the subway

as if the wave of her hand
could cut the frame
could snap time-lapse
could break the spell

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