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Strange Bedfellows
Xavier Von Erck dropped out of college, started a pedophile-hunting vigilante group, and spent months posing as a woman to trick an online enemy into falling in love with him. Meet the new savior of NBC News

Radar Investigates/September 7, 2006
By John Cook
As NBC gears up for fall, no doubt full of hope that it can avoid a third consecutive season as the fourth-place network, you're likely to see a lot of familiar faces plastered on the sides of buses: Meredith Vieira, Brian Williams, Steve Carell, Donald Trump. One face you won't see, however, belongs to a 27-year-old community college dropout from Portland, OR, who is responsible for an NBC ratings phenomenon that has eclipsed or matched those stars' shows: His cunning idea, which makes for endlessly watchable and deeply nauseating television, regularly doubles Today's audience, draws more viewers than both the Nightly News and The Office, and nearly tied The Apprentice in audience last season, a tonic that NBC desperately needs as it founders in the ratings.

His name is Xavier Von Erck, and the program he helped create is "To Catch a Predator," the recurring special "investigation" into the sexual depravity of drooling, sweaty creeps that periodically hijacks Dateline NBC during sweeps months. Xavier Von Erck—if the name sounds invented, that's because it is, but more on that later—is the founder and public face of Perverted Justice, an all-volunteer online organization that seeks to expose adults who troll chat rooms looking for youngsters to have sex with. Its members do this by posing as 12- or 13-year-olds online, engaging in sexual banter with older men, setting up meetings purportedly for sex, and then, after verifying a target's identity, posting his name and personal details online and encouraging readers to call his family and employer to let them know what he's been doing with his free time.

But it's not only predators who have found themselves duped and publicly disgraced by Von Erck. He once set out to destroy an enemy by posing as a woman, seducing him online with graphic sex chats, posting the transcripts on the web, and threatening to release a purported video of his target masturbating—not the kind of behavior you'd expect from NBC News's golden boy.

Von Erck, who previously worked tech support jobs, launched Perverted Justice in 2003. "I was a chatter in the Portland Yahoo regional rooms," he tells Radar in an e-mail. "I, like many, had the notion that individuals going online to solicit kids would be arrested, that cops were all over the chatrooms monitoring things. However, week after week passed and the same guys who would mass-post things like, 'Any 14-to-15-year-olds in here want to make money modeling?' and other solicitations would still be there. It was disturbing." He figured that if he could pretend to be a kid, he could embarrass the lurkers and make every potential predator paranoid about contacting children online.

Perverted Justice initially limited itself to publicizing the names and contact information of its targets on the website. Eventually, local news crews in Portland and elsewhere began collaborating with Von Erck to set up sting operations—drawing perverts to a rented house, filming them as they approached, and using the footage to scare the shit out of parents during sweeps. It was, at best, a mediocre gimmick suitable for mid-market local news until Dateline hit on the idea that would make "To Catch a Predator" a cultural touchstone: Set up a pompous correspondent inside the house to interview the startled pervs and make them sweat. With smarmy host Chris Hansen onboard, the show takes on the classic elements of Aristotelian drama. First, viewers feel pity for the marks, who slowly come to understand before our eyes that they've just wrecked their lives; next comes fear, enhanced by creepy graphics and hard-to-prove statistics indicating that everybody on the Internet wants to molest your daughter; and finally we experience a satisfying sense of purgation as each sucker is taken violently to the ground by local police waiting outside the house.

Even by the bug-eating, race-baiting, promiscuity-celebrating standards of reality television, "To Catch a Predator" is monstrously exploitative—a Television Age Roman coliseum where freakish criminals are publicly humiliated for bloodsport and ratings. Granted, these are bad men, and it's a good thing they are being stopped, hopefully, from hurting actual children. But they can be stopped—and are stopped all the time by local police stings—without parading them across our television screens for titillated and enraged audiences to gawk at between commercial breaks.

And, of course, "To Catch a Predator" is not reality television. It's produced under the auspices of NBC's vaunted news division, which has gone to unprecedented lengths to secure Von Erck's ongoing cooperation, reportedly paying him in excess of $100,000 per episode for his services, and even giving him, according to one source, a cut of any revenue from future DVD sales of the shows. That arrangement, and the show's sensationalism, make some at the network squirm.

"I think it's fascinating television," says one former NBC News producer who loathes the show but often can't look away. "Although I find myself rooting for the pedophiles."

Not much is known about Von Erck's background. He's cagey in interviews—he agreed to talk to Radar only via e-mail—and doesn't reveal much personal information for fear of being targeted by one of the men he has exposed. He was raised in Portland by his mother, who struggled to support the family by working odd jobs—from Taco Bell to a gas station—and moved 12 times before his junior year of high school. He was the captain of his high school's mock trial team, and he continues to demonstrate a facility for debate and rhetoric on his blog, Angry German, where he alternates between charming posts about his love of Portland, video games, and professional wrestling, and vicious, unhinged screeds against various targets. Some of Von Erck's rants betray a hint of the sadism that informs "To Catch a Predator." After a spate of kidnappings and beheadings in Iraq in 2004, Von Erck wrote that he was "positively appalled at Nicholas Berg," who "kneeled meekly and struggled naught [sic] as his death was thrust upon him ... bending to the will of the kidnappers." He was even more enraged by the "shameless and pathetic" conduct of Kim Sun-il, a kidnapped South Korean translator who appeared in a video released by Iraqi insurgents (he was later beheaded). "The asshole, yes, the asshole, screamed in English, pleading for his life," Von Erck wrote. "Let me be the first and probably only American to wish for his speedy death.... No life of such a worm, a coward, can be considered important." Of 9/11 conspiracy theorists, Von Erck had this to say: "I wish I could fucking kill 9/11 conspiracy theorists. Yes, kill. I'd like to kill them. Kill them all... I want you to die. I wish you would die. Why don't you die? Just die."

Von Erck's birth name is Phillip John Eide. Although he legally changed it earlier this year in a Portland court, he says he has gone by Xavier Von Erck since he was 15. Erck is his mother's maiden name, to which he added the "Von" in a nod to his German heritage. "Xavier" he just picked. "My old name was the name my father gave me," he says. "Being that my father had no role in my upbringing, as a teen I did not see the logic in being stuck with his name. So I took my mother's name as a tribute to her, and a new first name." (In the Perverted Justice world, where anonymous volunteers going by handles like Epiphany and Peppermint Patty pretend to be children online, identity is a tricky thing to nail down. Von Erck's longtime friend and roommate, formerly known as Nicholas Wilkins, has also legally changed his name to his online handle, Phoebus Apollo.)

Von Erck briefly attended Mt. Hood Community College before dropping out in the face of what he called a "productive Internet addiction." He then worked various tech support jobs while building up Perverted Justice; now, running the website and coordinating Perverted Justice's role in the Dateline busts is his full-time job. As for how and why he made a career of humiliating perverts, Von Erck is demure: "The site has grown and evolved because people have come to it and suggested ideas, come up with technological improvements, etc. I just organize and direct it. I try not to take credit for the site succeeding, the credit goes to how pervasive the problem is online and how dedicated people are toward fighting it."

Nevertheless, Perverted Justice has many enemies. There are websites devoted to attacking Von Erck and his nameless volunteer corps, and to outing and identifying the people who conduct Perverted Justice's stings. These anti-PJ activists describe themselves as combating vigilantism and what they see as the group's entrapment tactics.

According to an account posted by Von Erck, one of Perverted Justice's fiercest critics was a 44-year-old software developer from Searcy, AR, named Bruce Raisley. Raisley was a frequent poster to a forum at an anti-PJ site called Anti-Vigilante Special Operations (AVSO) and he posted several threatening and seemingly deranged comments to the site. He claimed, among other things, to have written a virus that he would unleash upon Perverted Justice volunteers, and used his computer skills to harass Perverted Justice members by exposing the online handles they used when posing as children and tracking down their real identities. He once threatened, during an IM chat, to "fuck or beat" one Perverted Justice activist if he ever met him (Raisley thought he was communicating with a woman at the time). It's unclear why Raisley, a private pilot and ham radio enthusiast, was so militantly opposed to Perverted Justice. He has claimed he was once a Perverted Justice member but broke with the group after another member found a photograph of Railey's son online and used it in a decoy Yahoo profile—in other words, used his son as bait for perverts. Perverted Justice denies this.

Von Erck claims he contacted local authorities in Arkansas and the FBI about Raisley but they "simply weren't moving fast enough for my tastes, considering how bold he was getting about his threats." So he decided to mete out his own form of perverse justice, introducing himself to Raisley online, via instant messenger.

He called himself "Holly."

Holly and Raisley hit it off. They conducted a months-long correspondence via IM, and gradually, Raisley fell in love with his new online pal. Holly would occasionally inquire about Raisley's anti-Perverted Justice activities, but eventually the conversation turned to sex:

[Raisley]: what r u doing?

[Holly]: I have my fingers in

[Raisley]: i am holding it

[Holly]: are you rubbing it

[Raisley]: r u rubbing your clit?

[Holly]: yes. it feels so good baby

The couple had cybersex twice. Holly repeatedly begged Raisley to masturbate in front of a webcam for her. Raisley told her about his son, his job, his role as a Boy Scout troop leader. Eventually, Raisley came clean to his wife about Holly, told her that they were in love, and declared that Holly was moving to Arkansas. After securing an apartment for the two of them to live in, he went to pick up Holly at the airport. He was carrying flowers.

Von Erck never got on the plane, but he did find someone to go to the airport at the appointed time to snap a picture of a hopeful Raisley waiting for his love to arrive. Then he posted it online, along with the entire text of their chat and a threat to release a video file he claimed showed Raisley masturbating. And then this message to Perverted Justice's detractors: "[W]hen you attempt to threaten members of Perverted-Justice.com... this can happen to you. Tonight, Bruce Raisley stood around at an airport, flowers in hand, waiting for a woman that turned out to be a man. He's not in love. He has destroyed his relationship with his wife, he has denigrated her, and he has betrayed all those around him. He has no one. He has no more secrets. We at Perverted-Justice.com will only tolerate so much in the way of threats and attacks upon us."

Today, Von Erck professes sympathy for his victim. "As much as I hated Bruce Raisley for what he tried to do," he says, "I felt bad for him in the sense that the guy definitely has some mental issues. My hope is that Raisley gets mental health help, he sticks with his wife, and they live a happy, threatening- and harassing-free life. The head game that was played with him was only done in order to 'knock him out' so to speak."

Raisley was indeed knocked out. A call to his home in Arkansas was answered by a woman who said she was his wife. "That was just a big old mess," she said. "He's already lost one job over this, and he doesn't want anybody to know about it. I'm just hoping this will just fade away." Though she would not comment on the accuracy of Von Erck's online account, she admitted having read it.

Von Erck is not the first strange man—and pretending to be a woman for the purposes of seducing a man over a period of months in order to publicly ruin him is nothing if not strange—that NBC News has worked with in order to gather the news. But the extent of the network's business relationship with Von Erck has raised eyebrows in the halls of NBC News.

According to an April Washington Post story, Perverted Justice was paid a "low six figures" consultancy fee to organize a sting operation for Dateline in Ohio. Sources knowledgable about the inner workings of NBC confirm that account, and say NBC is paying the group between $100,000 and $150,000 per show. According to one current NBC News staffer and one former NBC official, the figure was arrived at after Perverted Justice saw the ratings success of its first three Dateline shows and retained the services of Steve Sadicario, a former ABC News executive and agent with NS Bienstock, a firm that represents Bill O'Reilly, Anderson Cooper, and Dan Rather. Sadicario, according to the sources, started a "bidding war" for Perverted Justice's services after shopping an idea for a show to Fox and ABC. NBC won.

The deal that Perverted Justice cut with NBC is unusual in two respects: For one, according to the former NBC News official, it was negotiated by the network's entertainment lawyers, not by the news division's legal staff. Secondly, according to an NBC News staffer, Perverted Justice is entitled to a portion of any revenue from DVD sales of "To Catch a Predator" episodes—an arrangement common in the entertainment world but unheard of in the context of a news division's relationship with a consultant.

The staffer notes, "It would be the first back-end deal in the history of journalism."

It's not hard to see why NBC would go to great lengths to keep Von Erck in its stable, and to ride the "To Catch a Predator" phenomenon as far as it can. So far, the original broadcasts have averaged 9.2 million viewers, beating out such entertainment-division staples as Will & Grace (with an average of 8.6 million viewers last season) and The Office (7.9 million). In the advertiser-friendly 18-to-49-year-old demographic, "To Catch a Predator" episodes ranked 16 among NBC's 41 regularly broadcast shows last season, beating Scrubs and Fear Factor. While it's a special edition of Dateline NBC, rather than a show in its own right, it was one of NBC's few successful new offerings last season. Only Deal or No Deal, Surface, and My Name Is Earl outperformed it in the 18-to-49-year-old demographic.

Both Von Erck and David Corvo, executive producer of Dateline, who submitted to a brief interview and did not return subsequent phone calls, say they are unaware of plans for a DVD, and both say they don't know if Perverted Justice would get any portion of the revenues if a DVD were sold. Sadicario did not return repeated phone calls.

Both NBC and Von Erck declined to discuss specifics of the deal, and Von Erck says that "by and large," he hasn't seen any of the NBC money yet. (He told Willamette Week in May that he'd only been paid $20,000 so far.) But if Perverted Justice is getting paid more than $100,000 per sting, it has earned more than $400,000 since April.

"It was getting expensive," Von Erck says. "We literally could not keep our website up anymore due to the site traffic. At that point it was either no more Datelines or a consultation fee. At the end of the day, the cameramen were getting paid, Chris Hansen was getting paid, the producers of Dateline were getting paid, the police were paying themselves via public funds to do the arrests, the guy who owns the house was getting compensated, the security there was being paid. So it was only natural to seek compensation for the expensive work that we do."

Asked to outline the expenses involved in operating Perverted Justice, Von Erck cites only server costs to handle traffic driven to the group's website by the exposure on Dateline and "confidential" expenses associated with the stings. Perverted Justice has no paid staff and no offices. In fact, it is not even a legal entity. Von Erck says he is in the process of incorporating it as a nonprofit, but claims not to know in which state. Von Erck says he is not personally being paid by NBC and claims not to know precisely to whom NBC is making out the checks.

The arrangement, and the fact that the shows involve cooperation with law enforcement, has some NBC News staff apoplectic. "We've crawled into bed with the cops. People think this will be the pickup truck for the new decade," says one Dateline producer, referring to the notorious episode in 1993 in which Dateline was caught faking exploding gas tanks in GM trucks. "One of these guys is going to go home and shoot himself in the head. The Perverted Justice people are insane, and they'll do something to embarrass us. One of the biggest corporations in the world ought to find a better target than skanky guys in shorts."

"There's no doubt," says another NBC News staffer, "that somewhere down the line, some district attorney is going to ask us for outtakes or footage from a story, and we're going to say, 'We don't do that because we don't want to be an agent of the police.' And he's going to say, 'You did with "Predator." There is a sense [in the news division] that standards don't matter."

Indeed, the network has already been confronted with such a dilemma: In one prosecution that resulted from a Dateline sting, that of Rabbi David Kaye of Rockville, MD, the defense issued a subpoena for the unedited footage of Kaye's conversation with Chris Hansen. NBC's lawyers filed a motion to quash the subpoena, according to Kaye's attorney, in which they signaled their intent to argue that as a news organization they should be shielded from having to reveal the products of newsgathering. But it would be incoherent of NBC to assert its independence when it comes to judicial subpoenas at the same time it invites police officers to participate in its newsgathering efforts. NBC's lawyers quickly realized this and agreed to make the unedited footage available for download on the Dateline website. If the network published it for the world to see, the twisted logic went, it could avoid the unpleasant prospect of defending in court the very principle of independence that it had sacrificed on the screen. (On September 6, Kaye was convicted in federal court of enticing a minor and crossing state lines for illicit sex with a minor.)

It's not just NBC staff that finds fault with "To Catch a Predator." Brad Russ, the former commander of the Internet Crimes Against Children Task Force (ICAC) for Northern New England, a federal program designed to help local authorities fight child pornography and Internet predators, has participated in many online sting operations. "I have a real problem with any citizens' group conducting any investigation into any crime," he says. "It's a mistake for law enforcement to abdicate its responsibility to citizens." And NBC, he says, is playing with fire by drawing potentially dangerous men to residential neighborhoods and confronting them. "How would you feel if the media rented a house in your neighborhood and drew 30 people who've demonstrated a propensity for children to your house? What happens when they flee at a high rate of speed and they T-bone your wife's car? We would never set up a sting in a residential neighborhood." Russ adds that targets could be armed, and that an ICAC officer in Florida was shot and killed during a sting.

Kimberly Mitchell, a researcher for the Crimes Against Children Research Center at the University of New Hampshire, has studied both the efficacy of Internet stings and the risks that children face online. While she says properly conducted stings by law enforcement are a useful tool, she worries that "Predator" overstates the problem. "We've talked to kids, and I think [sexual solicitations online] are something they've come to expect to happen," she says. "It's fairly common for them to see these things and experience them." In fact, according to Mitchell's research, fully two thirds of children who were solicited online last year brushed off the incident, and only four percent of children who regularly used the Internet received "distressing" solicitations. "On the one hand," Mitchell says, "it's good that people are aware. On the other hand, it's blown very far out of proportion—it's extreme. It tells you one small piece of the story. It can distort the truth and present this false fear."

NBC and Perverted Justice are in the process of filming more stings for this season. "They have a whole fresh new bunch for September," says the Dateline producer. "Several weeks' worth. There are a lot of people who would like to see it as a show."

But if initial reports from the unaired stings are any indication, a new series based on "Predator" wouldn't last long. One of the key elements of "Predator" segments is Chris Hansen's "and you won't believe ... " moment, when the predator turns out to be a teacher, a lawyer, a rabbi. It's a message that plays well to the upscale audience NBC caters to. These people could be your neighbors. But according to an NBC News staffer, the stings have become a victim of their own success. "What I heard was that they had a tough time of it," the staffer says. "The smarter predators have figured it out. You're not getting the rabbis, doctors, and teachers. You're getting losers."

And losers, as the former NBC News official put it, "aren't in the demo."


[ posted by milky at 03/19/2008 10:40:23 PM ]
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Hey Yo, Ed!


Happy Birthday!



[ posted by milky at 11/15/2007 10:49:13 PM ]
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Happy Birthday Ben!


Have a good one!



[ posted by milky at 10/01/2007 07:58:41 AM ]
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'Ocean's 13'/'The Departed' double feature

'Ocean's 13' was a great popcorn movie, first off. I was in a packed theater with my filmmaking partner-in-crime, opening night here. The title sequence enchanted me from the start...as they showed the rippling Warner lot image, I commented, "Man, I wish they had something like 'And Now Our Feature Presentation,' as the aesthetic from 'Grindhouse' really stuck with me as something sorely lacking in today's films. Didn't matter, the opening sequence did enough for me visually.

Don Cheadle and Casey Affleck really helped steal the show. Affleck's a goofball. I don't think there's any argument there. OK, it was hokey in regards to what they did, maybe...but it was still fun. It was a better ensemble piece than the last. I agree with reviewers that said it lacked suspense, but I guess they didn't get the point of the movie. There was really no suspense needed. It was a finale to the series and a payback movie. You knew what it was from the first 10 minutes. Soderbergh was not at the height of his game, but he wasn't slipping like the last movie. This was a slick piece. The Pacino/Barkin insertion was fab, and seeing Agent Caldwell was fun for what it was. After 'Ghost Rider' left a bad taste in my mouth, I'm glad Peter Fonda didn't reprise the role from his deleted scne in the last one. David Holmes delivered again. I haven't read much about him than I read 10 years ago (and for a while it wasn't much other than he could score a film fast), but he's found good gig and he can really score a movie. Overall, good direction, cinematography, plot just as unlikely that the first, but fun to watch, great pacing and editing. Tomita's song inclusion made me smile from ear to ear.

'The Departed' is something I waited a while to see after all the hype died down. I'm not going to lie, whatever was going on in my life didn't help the fact that this was a painful-ass movie to watch. I can see why this movie gave him acclaim over his other works. Maybe I don't get Scorsese at times, or why this was the one that got him the gold...but this movie didn't have any lulls. The plot, script, pacing, direction...all taut. I think that was lacking in every other film he made that I have seen so many times. He didn't overkill with music or slick techniques. It delivered. It was brutal. Damon was pefect as the lil snitch. Wahlberg impressed me. I owned both his albums, sat through 'Rock Star,' 'The Big Hit,' and 'Planet of the Apes.' I know he shined in 'The Italian Job,' 'The Basketball Diaries,' and was the main tentpole in 'Boogie Nights," but...dude was dead to me as an assclown. I guess right now, he's best in ensemble movies like this and 'I Heart Huckabees,' which I felt was (and still is) his best movie. Dropkick Murphys, Ray Winstone...what?! Jack Nicholson took center stage, no contest there. Movie was taut and tight. I think that's what got this movie the gold.

Bonus:
"Woody Woodpecker and Friends," "Heckle & Jeckle," the entire runs of both on several DVDs. I'm instantly in kindergarden at my grndmothers who would later become my best friend and subsequently help on her way exiting this mortal plane. The animation, the interstitials narrated by Walter Lantz, the nostalgia...all completely rockin' my world.

By the way, Josh, I'd love to see 'Cruising.' Maybe we can make that happen.


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Lil help

I'm looking for region free DVD player that ain't gonna give me any problems, but one that I can afford.


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This Hip-Hop Obsession, Part I

There was a mystery to solve between some friends and I. You guys probably know I have a huge amount of hip-hop trivia in my head. I could probably write a book...or a decent zine. One time here, I made reference to it. B-Duck and I saw the clip in question, and I mentioned that I saw something about it in The Source. Back when the mag had some credibility. Around the same time, on some daytime talkshow, some gossip to the stars quipped that he was hanging out with Ultramagnetic and crew, and was donned "Lil' Gumby," possibly due to his hair. So B and I kept combing the net. B posted something on a Corin Nemec fansite where Corin occasionally answers questions. Mostly, he ignores them (I think I'd tire of "Stargate" and "Parker Lewis" questions). The webmaster of the site posted an entry mentioning not to bother posting questions because he probably wouldn't answer. So B took a risk. He got this back:

Q1) A classic TV clip is of Corin Nemec freestylin' in front a live audience for a Spring Break edition of Yo! MTV Raps. Everyone was floored. No one knew you could flow like that. Even Ed Lover's jaw dropped in astonishment. Whatever happened to that clip? I'm sure all your fans (especially me) would love to be dazzled by seeing that again!
Q2) Can you tell us what it was like working with The Ultramagnetic MCs? Do any tracks exist where we can hear you bustin' some rhymes? Do other tracks exist for our listening enjoyment?
--Todd

A)yeah, that was a lot of fun. i was very into hip-hop and it definately had a major impact on my life. i actually did an entire album, developed by matt robinson and dedra tate (from mowtown records, NYC), with a group called STARSHIP OF FOOLZ. i have the only master reels, so... yes, there is a chance of some hearing it.
actor balthazar getty, who is also in the band RINGSIDE with scott thomas, was the producer. one of the other members was shane mooney, son of the controversial comedian paul mooney. it was some cool sh--.
--corin


So he avoided the Ultramagnetic MCs ref and the Mtv thing altogether. Being the hardcore Ced Gee and Kool Keith fan that I am, I scoured the web for sites relating to my favorite time in hip-hop. From across the pond, my brothers steeped in heavy Bronx sound, posted this:





Just a little hip-hop trivia for y'all. I wonder, somewhere, if the rumored Corin/Ultramagnetic freestyles exist somewhere...I'll keep seacrhin'. I was/am a big "Parker Lewis Can't Lose" fan.

Next---Alternate Universe Hip-Hop. A study in the Def Jam, Vanilla Ice, and the album that almost happened.

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Little help needed...(no joke or spam here)

I asked Milk to post this...and since he's dead, well, he doesn't mind anymore.

This person, 'Sophie,' has been calling me and talking to me for about a month. Yesterday she got caught grifting someone's photos as her own and she deleted her account. She went by "bourbon on ice."

Apparently, I wasn't the only one caught up in the scam. He identity is/was patently false. This person knows my name and where I live. This is all I got:

985-774-6651
985-768-7784

The calls originate from those numbers. Give the first one a buzz often. That's a "work" number as I was lead to believe.

Call the often and unpredictably. In the middle of the day. In the middle of the night. Please do this for 2-3 weeks.

I was emotionally raped as a few of my friends have noted. So, as my friends, help me out.

Thanks,
Jake Arc


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Huh?

Sender's Name: brit
Sender's e-Mail: b_________@yahoo.com
Subject: LOA
Sent via http://www.killoggs.com/feedback/

Message: where was the LOA show held when tis happened...what bar?
and what did he say:)


WTF?


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milky


My Boy Blue!


1919-2005



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I'ma be late

By like half an hour...arrival at Cafe DuMonde at 11:30ish


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Any photographers gonna be in Louisiana

...in December? You don't have to be a professional and I can discuss details (ie, money).


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Donate Kid's Records


If you have any kid's records, I know a child who would absolutely love to have them. Milky asked me via Ouija board to ask you guys to help out the bereaved family he left behind, following his unfortunate demise. He says I gotta pay for shipping costs. I told him I would, then we got in a fight, then the crypt keeper told me to leave and stop arguing with thin air.

I ask you guys to please help.


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posted by a dead man from the grave

Now, I kid, but seriously, Mr. President, this job can't be fun for you anymore. There's no more money to spend. You used up all of that. You can't start another war because you also used up the army. And now, darn the luck, the rest of your term has become the Bush family nightmare: helping poor people.

Yeah, listen to your mom. The cupboard's bare, the credit card's maxed out, and no one is speaking to you: mission accomplished! Now it's time to do what you've always done best: lose interest and walk away. Like you did with your military service. And the oil company. And the baseball team. It's time. Time to move on and try the next fantasy job. How about cowboy or spaceman?!

Now, I know what you're saying. You're saying that there's so many other things that you, as president, could involve yourself in…Please don't. I know, I know, there's a lot left to do. There's a war with Venezuela, and eliminating the sales tax on yachts. Turning the space program over to the church.
And Social Security to Fannie Mae. Giving embryos the vote.

But, sir, none of that is going to happen now. Why? Because you govern like Billy Joel drives. You've performed so poorly I'm surprised you haven't given yourself a medal. You're a catastrophe that walks like a man.

Herbert Hoover was a shitty president, but even he never conceded an entire metropolis to rising water and snakes.

On your watch, we've lost almost all of our allies, the surplus, four airliners, two Trade Centers, a piece of the Pentagon and the City of New Orleans…Maybe you're just not lucky!

I'm not saying you don't love this country. I'm just wondering how much worse it could be if you were on the other side.

So, yes, God does speak to you, and what he's saying is, “Take a hint.”

--from Bill Maher


[ posted by milky at 10/10/2005 09:13:15 AM ]
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  Sat

milky


Happy Birthday, Ben!



Sorry about the icing, but as you can see, Kiche is clearly making me do it.


[ posted by milky at 10/01/2005 10:41:37 AM ]
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  Tue

milky


Delectation

This is a re-run of one of my first posts. I think we need to do this again. BTW- Milk is still very much dead
OK. Let's all list something good or happy that's happened to them either today or yesterday. I can't keep talking about this stuff anymore. Josh, the black background is depressing. Anyway, respond to this post with something good that's happened.


[ posted by milky at 09/13/2005 10:23:30 AM ]
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Go Out When It's Quiet

I've had very little to contribute for a long time. The Milk character, for all his misguided vitrol, is going the way of freedom. It may be that I see my pen name in quotes and feel pretty awful, or re-reading old posts that I wish I could delete. At any rate, consider this a divorce. Journals may pop up, but Milk is dead, dude. He's decided to fellate the pistol. It's the honorable way out of killoggs. I'll always read, possibly scribble, but nothing important. I find a great deal of respect for people who chose to terminate on their own schedule. And with this, I can stop the burden of want in posting to the main page.

Always outnumbered, Never outgunned:

M. Milk

[ posted by milky at 05/31/2005 07:15:38 PM ]
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  Wed

milky


Signals, Calls and Marches...

Once I had my heroes
Once I had my dreams
But all of that is changed now
They've turned things inside out
The truth is not that comfortable, no

And mother taught us patience
The virtues of restraint
And father taught us boundaries
Beyond which we must go
To find the secrets promised us, yeah

That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when it all gets blown away
That's when I reach for my revolver
The spirit fights to find its way

A friend of mine once told me
His one and only aim
To build a giant castle
And live inside his name
Cry and whispers sing in muted pain

That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when it all gets blown away
That's when I reach for my revolver
The spirit fights to find its way

Tonight the sky is empty
But that is nothing new
Its dead eyes look upon us
And they tell me we're nothing but slaves

That's when I reach for my revolver
(...but slaves)
That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when I reach for my revolver
That's when I reach for my revolver

[ posted by milky at 05/25/2005 08:23:12 PM ]
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  Sat

milky


I wish this were fake


For Immediate Release
Office of the Press Secretary (Crawford, Texas)
March 24, 2005

President's Easter Message

Easter 2005

For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16

I send greetings to all those celebrating Easter, the Resurrection of Jesus Christ. Through His sacrifice and triumph over death, Christ lifted the sights of humanity forever. In His teachings, the poor have heard hope, the proud have been challenged, and the weak and dying have found assurance. Today, the words of Jesus continue to comfort and strengthen Christians around the world.

During this holy season, we thank God for His blessings and ask for His wisdom and guidance. We also keep in our thoughts and prayers the men and women of our Armed Forces -- especially those far from home, separated from family and friends by the call of duty. May the joy of Easter fill our hearts with gratitude for our freedom, love for our neighbors, and hope for peace.

Laura and I wish you a Happy Easter.

GEORGE W. BUSH

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[ posted by milky at 03/26/2005 11:53:09 AM ]
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  Sun

milky


The Doctor Check Out

Sunday, February 20, 2005 - Page updated at 08:29 p.m

Author Hunter S. Thompson commits suicide


ASPEN, Colo. – Hunter S. Thompson, the acerbic counterculture writer who popularized a new form of journalism in books such as "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas," fatally shot himself Sunday night at his Aspen-area home, his son said. He was 67.

"Hunter prized his privacy and we ask that his friends and admirers respect that privacy as well as that of his family," Juan Thompson said in a statement released to the Aspen Daily News.

Pitkin County Sheriff Bob Braudis, a personal friend of Thompson, confirmed the death to the News. Sheriff's officials did not return calls to The Associated Press late Sunday.


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  Thu

milky


I'll Close My Eyes


SCOTTSDALE, Arizona (AP) -- Jimmy Smith, an award-winning jazz organist who was considered a pioneer with the instrument, has died of natural causes at his home. He was 79. Smith's death Tuesday in Scottsdale was announced by officials at Concord Records.

"Jimmy Smith transformed the organ into a jazz instrument. Jazz has lost a pioneering talent, not to mention a one-of-a-kind personality," National Endowment for the Arts Chairman Dana Gioia said Wednesday.

Born in Norristown, Pennsylvania, in 1925, Smith ruled the Hammond B-3 organ in the 1950s and 1960s, fusing R&B, blues, and gospel influences with bebop references.

Smith's sessions with record label Blue Note from 1956 to 1963 included collaborations with Kenny Burrell, Lee Morgan, Lou Donaldson, Tina Brooks, Jackie McLean, Ike Quebec and Stanley Turrentine. He started playing the Hammond organ in 1951.

"Jimmy was one of the greatest and most innovative musicians of our time," said fellow Hammond B-3 artist Joey DeFrancesco.

The two recently recorded an album together called Legacy, which is scheduled to be released next week.



When I discovered his stuff on vinyl and elsewhere in college, it was like an explosion in my head. I just read the news and hope that people never stop discovering him like I did.

[ posted by milky at 02/10/2005 04:20:48 PM ]
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  Mon

milky


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRAD!


I suck at this sort of thing and it took me 20 mins. Have a good one, if'n ya haven't already.

[ posted by milky at 01/03/2005 09:24:30 PM ]
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  Wed

milky


Seeing Future's Past



There was rain today, then the temperature dropped. Spent half of my day in Baton Rouge, running errands, getting my hair cut at the Union. In the stereo, a copy of the soundtrack for the movie Danny the Dog, scored by Massive Attack. And Buckethead's Colma. The latter because I haven't heard it in years. At the barbershop, it was all barbershop talk. Hadn't seen the barbers in two years. One is from my hometown, the one that cut my hair for 6 years was in a bad car accident during my absence. He looks fine but I could tell he was in pain. Hit by a drunken driver (the driver's 4th offense), his truck got totalled, he had a bunch of metal plates and screws in him. Yet he looks fine. Amazing. While driving through some badass rain (jacked up visibility, jacked up), I thought of some stuff I gotta do and procure. Made a list in my head, scribbled some stuff on paper. Precursor's for resolutions for the new year.

  • Watch Hero as soon as the semester is over. As well as Casablanca, , The Wizard of Oz, Eraserhead, and The Godfather, all movies I've been meaning to see but have not made time for.
  • Procure a region-free DVD player or a modded XBOX. Probably the latter.
  • Procure a new Polaroid camera, the new 600 One Ultra.
  • Break down and get an i-Pod, new headphones, and a study sling/bag for all of my papers. On campus, disorganised with no music really sucks.
  • Enroll in a basic painting course. If I can get donations of half-used or almost spent tubes of paint so I have some things to mess around with, the better. I actually have space to fashion a makeshift studio and I'm going to use it.
  • Finally start the zine I've been planning. I'll probably include the scaps of notes I take on odd things and possibly one of the papers or articles I've written previously. It very well may contain articles I clipped from other stuff years ago...just as a cool read for people to have all in one sitting.
  • Get with Adam and, God willing, Josh, to do a final mixdown of the master tapes from the Kangaroo Kollective recording session. 6 years later...I figure we can finish an EP just for the hell of it.
  • Start reading The Skilled Helper by Gerard Egan. It's what my comprehensive exam in practicum is on in March and it is the counselor's bible. I want to get a head start. The book's about 80 bucks.
  • Bug Sheldo to help me fix my NES and the PXL 2000.
  • Hopefully I'll have a chance to b