My friend Kim is awesome.

And I didn't fully realize this till tonight.

Tonight we endured a painfully shitty long shift of work together, AND a car accident and a total ho down at BOP pizza and I realized that- yo- I have an amazing friend.

After work (and the car accident) I came home and stashed my bottle of tequila in my bag. We headed to the guy I've been bonings NEW house and surprised him. His "house party" included him and his acutely eccentric 40+ EX-landlord watching slideshows of his cross country travels throughout the years in a dingy gross basement. We watched them for awhile, and my "guy" would randomely steal sips of my Cuervo whilst (surprise!) making fun of the random things I would say. After awhile we went upstairs and I nursed on his natty boh. When his EX landlord left I bid him with the following words "Ya know....I think you're awesome....and I find you really fascinating..." and as soon as the door shut I never heard the end of it and my duder did nothing but make fun of me for saying that. Sure his roomate is almost rainman and totally strange and old, but he's rad and interesting and knew what the Wicker Man was and knew what the hell I was talking about.

So me and Kim left, and I gave the duder a half assed hug as I shot him the finger, stumbling through his severely ghetto street. "I am not gonna give in to your emotional outbursts!!!" he shouted at me as I got in her dented car.

We went to Friends and some drunk ladies Kim knew from Seattle bought us shots. Afterwards we went to B.O.P. pizza and feasted on slices of cheesy goodness and had a serious talk and she made me realize that the DUDER is fucking retarded and I am WAYYYY better than that and I am human and who I am and if he is too young and immature to get that than who the fuck needs him??

And she is so right!

So I ate pizza with my tough as nails friend Kim and realized that this girl knew exactly what she was talking about. Boys and silly self esteem issues went out the window and I found myself eating dinner with an awesome new friend. One of those moments that makes you realize you've found someone special.

also, in other happy news, I might mention that my ex lady friend Brie asked me to be her child's godmother. That made me so touched and honored. i'ma be a godmother! holy shit!