has been pretty lame so far. I mean the last part of 2005 has been great. Maybe it's because I'm 30. The feeling of being stuck, TRYING to be happy, and just general malasie is an everyday occurrance lately. Maybe it's just the winter blahs. I hope so. Enough bitching from me. Boo fucking Hoo...
josh [email] said at 3:28 PM 02-21-2006: yeah looking for a new job would probbaly get you psyched. your personal and artistic life seems to be doing okay, at least from what i've seen.
carla [email] said at 3:49 PM 02-21-2006: That's seriously part of the reason I'm moving to SF. Granted, it does get cold there but nothing beyond hoodie weather. I just can't deal with these soul sucking winters where everything is dead and bleak and it fucking hurts to breathe and then that unpredictable tease of spring that fucks with yer mind!!!
nathan [email] said at 6:59 PM 02-21-2006: I trick myself by listening to summer songs:
The Who - Summertime Blues
MC5 - Back in the USA
Satyricon - Mental Mercury
blake [email] said at 3:44 PM 02-21-2006: I mean really there are alot of positive things in my life right now... but seriously... I need, well SOMETHING
cecil [email] said at 4:07 PM 02-21-2006: Something in a glass, about 80 proof. If you don't take responsibility for imbibing liquor, caffeine and sugar, it's your own damn fault. I'm so sick of people who refuse to medicate.
