i am going to see the lawrence arms in saitama next week. does anyone like the lawrence arms? and not just because they were on The Daily Show? i don't really.. except for the 100 resolutions song... thats a lie.. i like them a lot... just would be more fun to go with someone else.



i am really fucking drunk and bored right now.

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i took steve to the airport today. and he went to st louis. my best friend went home. so i am drunk and bored and not even the rain is amusing.

after a tearful i love you even though we broke up goodbye, i spent the day wandering around in suidobashi in tokyo, looking for old books and new guitar strings. i got both, and then sat my the subway entrance, drinking from some high school kids flask. he had a guitar and we took turns banging badly away at it. when the passerby requested avril levinge, i had enough sense to stumble off.

took the shinkansen home, weirdly on the same car, same fucking seat that brought me there in the mornng (no shit). i even checked the ashtray... sure enough, stevens cigarette ends. i read a shit book about murders and tried to figure out what to do with the rest of the evening. i drank some more.



i came up with nothing. i bought some onions and seaweed from the neighborhood vendor, got home, and drank the rest of the whiskey and am currently watching the rain beat the bamboo into submission against my window.
funny how even bamboo can be tirsome in the right context.

it is terrible of me to inundate kiloggs with my impotent sleeplessness. gomen yo.



i wish someone were awake... even if they just wanted to fuck with me.
this is going to be a long three months.

and when i come back to the states, you bastards better be around. 3 months is a long time to talk to myself and a bunch of 4 year olds.

im single again too. fuck.