I;m far beyond a man grown.
Furtermore, I'm beynd the shadow of what I have since learned that men should be - that people should be.
I have not come close to what I probabbly could be but that hardly matters.
I do still have the weak heart of a woman.
I am not to be trusted.
Only in the past few weeks have I admitted the influence that has been thrust upon me daily. Such a burden.
At first I didn't acknowledge it - because I didn't realize/
But now it has grown harder and I know that my submission may be to my own advantyage.
Operative [point.
TO MY OWN ADVANMTSGE.
Yeah.
You get the idea.

Remember when I humored the weak? They made me weaker. Now I am stronger,but it requires excercise every day. Every moment.
Hey there, I can make the time.